last week was hell filming was fucked up i hated my film club for doing that assigning a film project on midterm weekend.... which suppose to be finished in 3 days mother fuckers so we filmed from 9am-6pm and edited from 6pm-4:30am and we still weren't done! [sigh] luckily the finished it up that morning i hadta go out with family and catch up with sleep that film ruined 2 days of studying cuz sunday i was too tired to do anything but sleep monday had lots of study sessions, my GSI's session was pointless while ithe other dood's study session was so much better tho i don't think i did that well on teh midterm on Wed =( mondayi called the fire department...stupid maintenance freaking put fresh paint and probably the eletrical wiring made a burning smell..shit man... tuesday i was late to class but luckily my GSI was late to start, so i made it everything was so annoying me, campaign people, flies in my apartment--trying to fly into my face everytime i'm trying to study or work wednesday it was the first time me and shwe had a real fight it was about cooking rice and that she keeps cooking rice and she's starting to get annoyed by it since i eat it to and i happen to not cook rice a lot well honestly, i don't eat rice that much i'm always out she eats rice like 2-3 times a day don't fucking yell at me shit yes i eat the rice but it's also my rice too, that my family bought at that time i hadta leave, and she's all telling me that i'm inconsiderate...chiss i didn't care if she called me that... yeah of course people are inconsiderate sometimes but yahknow i clean everything--do i complain? i do it without orders too she doens't clean UNTIL I DO out of pity/equality i do more than what i suppose to do which is wash the dishes everyday no thank you? ok i don't mind but that fight really pissed me off luckily i had to leave for some study session and AAA meeting from 7-10 w/o studying for the midterm the next day---great... oh wellz luckily when i came back, we acted as tho everything was normal we talked about boys and stuff too haha but yeah i guess she kinda realizes that too that this stuff isn't worth fighting for the next day i took the exam and got a lot wrong again fuck... oh well it was over and that paper that took a while for the lack of energy and motivation i ended up finishing it in 8 oclock in the morning since i edited 2 friends paper and they gave me little or no feedback =-= i slept til 1:15 by accident and rushed to reread my paper and print it out luckily i turned it in at 2 like i suppose to i brought theingi to class with me, she was pretty bored but she understood what my philos teacher was saying me and theingi hung out in the student store for a while and headed home later me, carol and nnenna checked out 2 apartment places which both sucked...neighborhoods were great, but too pricy.... got home at like 8:30 or so and started to clean everything cuz i know later we can never clean that much shwe jumped in and out to help but yeah... pretty much after i did most of it it's ok, sometimes i hafta go over her stuff to make sure it's clean anywayz saturday was ALMOST THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE in the morning, it was pouring... i walked to the bart station alone to go to SF but it cleared up when i was in downtown, i ran around for a dress, couldn't find one that makes me look thin..except one which was 135 dollars and i only had 100 =( oh wellz i guess i hafta tell my parents i'm going to a boat dance where i need a new dress >_< omg yellowcard concert...so awesome after much anxiety from waiting i saw them up front RYAN KEY WAS 2 FEET AWAY FROM ME HE WAS SO MUCH HOTTER IN PERSON! it brought me back when i had a big crush on him in highschool... it' felt so good... he is mean as imagined it to be, but it's cool mean, not mean mean haha i was screaming his name, and yelled--"throw your pick!" and he did after a while---AND I CAUGHT THE FIRST ONE! the other girls in the front were mad at me but screw you guys! hahah i took like 100 pictures of him =) i hated the push mobs man...people pulling my hair, shoving me, smacking me to the wall, rubbing their balls/legs/arms/you name it against me, yeah.... i almost fell twice but luckily the security guards pulled me up after the concert, i got sean's signature on my ticket =) so i got home like at 7, post up pictures hung out with shwe and theingi and ate yogurt park had some good time fun... then TODAY WAS CRAP in the morning, Theingi had an alarm ring for like 5 whole minutes straight in 6:45 in the morning it was so fucking annoying especially when i called her name like 20 times [seriously] and i hadta knock on teh door twice >=[ and she still wouldnt' wake up for a while my god.... then i hafta go film for AAA at 9 freak so i got there and everyone was really impatient about filming--which pissed me off i know we only have a few hours but filming takes time goddamnit... i guess they rather have it done and get a crapshit of a film than takign some time fuck oh wellz we did like 1/2 of it... and that damn camera problem i suppose to edit it tonight but noo..freaking broken or can't recieve it or whatevers gawd... no i hafta edit it last minute before the meeting to tell them what we need for the next filming day [sigh] now my parents called me up saying that i cant go to summer school for a one unit film class lame... just lame i know it doesn't count as anything but i would love to have experience gosh and they're getting mad at me cuz i'm "spending too much time with film" cuz ineed an external hard drive and all that [sigh] goddamnit this isnt' gonna be an easy road for me to live on..... well imma head back to readin now i'm behind still havn't done shit for a couple of days.... back to hell again i wish i had that feeling again the feeling i had after the yellowcard concert of joy and relaxation ...... | 
